I give up

One can only spend so much time in denial of the obvious.

6 months

So life is a tad bit different. I think she broke up with him. Given that she is "older" perhaps she recognized those character defects that won't disappear anytime soon and ran while she could. I remain committed yet. And if he feels differently, I would hope he would have told me by now. So life goes on.

I'm not giving up without a fight

Fuck you and stay away from my husband.

Love

The human heart is so fickle. And I know I'm not the first to notice. How does one decide whether you are fighting to save the safest thing you know, or you're fighting to save something that's doomed to failure? And if you've been doing it off and on for 25 years, do you call it quits or do you call it successful?

Joy & Freedom

My son goes to school with the brother of Wallace Westfeldt. These videos show that in this world, despite it all, there is joy and freedom. And loss. I think I found a new hero. Rest in Peace.

What's beside your bed?

I have 30 books beside my bed. Six of them are cookbooks. I'm sure they would be more useful in the kitchen. Maybe.

I'm not surprised

I am plagued by inappropriate thoughts.